The Start of 2025. We went to the doctors to see if my body was ready to have you.We got told everything looked good and was ready.So we tried for a few months. Then for some reason we ended up back at Doctors and he told us that I would have to go to see…

Have you ever dreamt of a life. And thought it would never happen. With choices you’ve made. Partners you have met. Unexpected journeys. Etc.And then one day after everything. You realise this is it.You made it. You found it.Happiness. Love. Gratitude. Joy.Well that’s exactly what I have done.I finally made it.I dreamt for so long…

How do we trust people and build trust. When they break your trust how to get it back and do you. Is it worth it. When you have been hurt. When you have been broken. How do we build it back and what do we do in the meantime. We over think it. We do shit…

Hi my darlings; It has been awhile since i wrote to you. but i hope you are all doing well. and knowing You matter. and You are worth it. Since my last post. I have been working full time as a Manager of the Best pub in Glen Innes. The Great Central Hotel. It is…

so for the last year and a half i have been having operations every 6 months and checkups for my cancer cells and endometriosis. it has been a long hard road and i didn’t know what to expect. i had another operation 7 weeks ago, and i was so nervous of what was to come…

To who ever is reading this I hope you are doing okay. I hope you are enjoying life and doing what you love. And I am sorry you have tough, hard, rough and sad days but you made it and you make it each and every time. But you are amazing and you have got…

I haven’t posted for a while Life gets busy when you love what you do and are having fun, living life and doing things to help you and others succeed. It has been pretty amazing but in the midst of all this life does get tough. And I’m so glad I have my people to…

I have always believed in God. I went to church most of my life until I was 26ish. Until Christians told me and questioned me. If I was doing the right things by God, even when my husband decided to leave me. I got asked, if I am following God’s footsteps. Then finding out I…

Death is a sad time. It is so hard. It’s heart breaking. And there’s so much pain for those who lose someone. I know the person who has passed is in a better place, less pain and free. But my god it sucks for us. So much hurt. So many tears. And living away from…

How do you let go of shit that has happened in the past, so it doesn’t affect the future, or your next step, or your next person you date or have a life with. Life is too short to hold onto everything from the past but what do we do. how do we let go…